Finally, everything is over.

I'm all alone!

It doesn't matter anymore

Except the unexcepted.

Things also don't happen like what i expected.
When i thought i'm going to have a new start, but i was wrong.
Is just another nightmare to me.
I don't know how to cry anymore, just feel so numb and lost.
Maybe this my life, i shouldn't expect more than that.
I just want to have a simple life and down settle, i'm asking for more?

你不知道的事

Don't treat me too good, i scare i will fall deeper and can never let you go. Only here i can say how i really feel.

Finally get a chance to update.

Maybe i don't look like a good guy to you, but don't judge me by it book cover. You know my name and not my story.
I try whatever i can to change for the better, for the sake of my loves one.

Free man lo !

Finally 18 months had passed.
I have been waiting for so long, yet another things is waiting for me.
Left 3 days to enjoy myself.
I am gonna play hard!
It has been a long time i going out at night, the feeling was so shiok.


Sometimes i feel like telling you how important you are to me, but i just don't have the courage to say out.
Maybe keep all those things to myself is a better choice.
I scare that i will hurt you, even i can't be with you i also don't mind.
I can bear those painful hurt, but i just don't wish to hurt you.

Everythings is beyong my control.

What is done already done, nothing can change it.
Just hope nothing will happen.
Actually i am not worry about myself, but i am worry about my family and friends.
Since i have done it and i have to face the consequences.
Maybe i can act like going in is nothing to me, just don't want my family and friends to worry about me.
Maybe going in will be better for me, staying at outside only will make trouble for them.